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perfectteatime) wrote2021-12-24 07:01 pm
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... Was that all I had to do? Oh hit the pound key- BEEEEEP
... Was that all I had to do? Oh hit the pound key- BEEEEEP
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The main problem is that Claude, still high-key uneasy with coming out in the open with his feelings first to somebody, without knowing what's going to happen...well, he'd wanted to sort of...ease into it. Sideways, maybe. An inch at a time. Just to test the waters. But Grant's just cannonballed into the pool, for the both of them, and Claude's suddenly soaking wet and scrambling to recover.
It's not a bad approach by any means; it's probably a much healthier one than Claude's. It just...isn't one Claude had been ready for. But that's on him for letting Grant lead the way, isn't it? Of course Grant was going to take charge when Claude was holding himself back too much to do it.
So, after one sizzling moment of internal, existential panic, Claude clears his throat, feeling like the proverbial emperor realizing that whether he's been scammed or whether there just aren't that many truly discerning individuals in the world...either way, he's functionally naked in public and needs to figure out how to deal with it. He also squeezes Grant's hand, and hopes it's not too hard.
"That's very to the point, yes," he says, with a bright, glassy smile. "I actually would've started at the other end, with asking if you're interested in pursuing anything beyond the platonic with either - or both - of us to begin with. Our officially dating would kind of be the logical outcome of your saying yes to that, you could say. But it's really just different ways of asking the same thing."
Grant's really getting some insight into how much of Claude's composure can be a show with all this - particularly through the connection of their hands. He seems pretty collected outwardly, but his anxiety through his grip on Grant's hand is very obvious. A constant, minute flexing of his fingers.
How do people do this sort of thing, and why do they do it? Claude suspects that if it had been up to him to approach his objects of interest and submit himself to the sensation of high-key dying like a worm on a hook in order to initiate relationships with them, then rather than his current reality of having six entire boyfriends, he'd still be single. Obviously the payoff is worth it, but while actively on the hook, he's hard-pressed to believe it. Right now, anything feels like it'd be preferable, including being actively on fire.
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"Oh- I... really?" Stupid question. Of course really. He did after all, come on fairly hard himself before. Shocking when that actually works though. So far, he has been the one to approach things like this though, so it's a pleasant thing to be asked in turn.
Oh! Right! They probably want an answer-
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"Yes. I would love that." He pauses, brows knitting faintly, "I can't believe how lucky I am."
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There's another degree of tension winding up in his shoulders when Claude replies. Fuck. He rubs his thumb over the surface of Claude's knuckles, hoping desperately that that... somehow communicates an apology.
And then they just have to wait for a reply. It doesn't take too long, at least - he can't quite let himself hope at first, no matter how cute Byleth's fluster is, but-- just moments later, there's not much room left for doubt.
Grant swallows, staring down at both his hands as he struggles to form words, but-- yeah, there are the tears, words aren't gonna happen. He just nods, instead.
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And then Byleth kisses them, and it's okay, the vulnerability didn't go badly, and...Claude just has to lean against Grant as he laughs a bit, breathlessly. "Oh, man. Is this actually what confessing to someone else always feels like? You even kinda expressed interest before, Teach, and I still wanted to die. I owe some people some apologies for teasing them about not just making a move already, if this is how hard it is to actually do it." Relief has him willing to admit to the nerves that he now knows weren't really necessary, and no longer matter.
But then he looks up at Grant, even as he feels the man's shaking a little, and his expression turns to one of fond...not concern, exactly, so much as understanding. "Hey, hey..." He reaches up to gently cup Grant's face. "I know, it's okay. You did great. Better than I did, honestly."
If Byleth hasn't seen how sweet Claude can be when he's soothing Grant, he's getting a nice chance now. A fringe benefit of his getting pulled deeper into the polycule - not only does he get to enjoy relationships with them, he gets to enjoy their relationships with each other, too.
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"You did. I agree. You both did very well, I'm proud of you." It is heartwarming to see Claude so open and tender. Something he's going to bookmark for later. Something he hopes for the privilege to see more of. For now though, he pulls them both close. Pets their hair and allows Grant to get his feelings out.
"I am overjoyed." Though it may not look or sound it. He's getting better at visibly expressing himself- after all, even smiling used to be a rare thing. Now it comes far more easily. "Would you like me to make some tea for us?"
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As if Claude hadn't just told him he did a good job, but-- look, he's gotta get that part out there.
"That... that would be great, Byleth."